Today, Sunday, 9 May, its our mother day and our church is celebrate 'shuang qin jie'...i really tearing like a river..and it cant stop ...luckily i was able to stop it as the service start as i am the pianist... i dun want to cry as they sing a very happy song...so....But, it really makes me suffer a lot..I'm wondering that, y cant the people take serious with his own job and if someone can help, he should be appreciate that he was helped but it make me waited like a stupid in church for about an hour... Everytime when the same thing happen the only words can come out from the mouth of his is only sorry...does it mean that a sorry can make up everything start again? NO! and definitely NO!! it not just this people, shall i say that all you church youth member really like to be late on gathering or whatever circumstances... i really dunno what to say..is it time is not important or, they put god in the last place in their mind? i am wondering.. Although i had a hard time at the beginning of the day, but then, from there, immediately, i get comfort from many people and it had helped me to regain my energy and strength to do anything which waited me to done it. God also let me see that i am not the one which is keeping fighting with all the things to be done and there are many people which support me silently...Church is really a great place for me and i enjoy it very much... From there, i also found a friend like pastor which already saw my different kind of expression >.< and i really hope that he will keep staying in my church, but then, if he really need to go, thats the time i need to hold myself up with God strength and keep on to serve god and people and of course with all the member in church.
TO end my today blog, The only words i would like to say is : 'Thank You!!' To whoever comfort me, give me advice and the one which create the problem and make mess for my morning because maybe this is the things which god want me to learn :' PATIENT'!! aND Happy Mother's day^^