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我真的很希望成为你的小女孩。
I really wish hard to be your little girl.
我不是很明白到底发生了什么事。
I’m not too understand what had happen to me.
当我发现自己的存在时，我很高兴。
When I realize existence of myself, I really happy.
我在那黑暗，但很舒适的地方。
When I was in dark, but comfortable place.
我见到自己的手趾跟脚趾，我已成长不少，
I saw my finger and toes, and I had grown more bigger,
但还未足够至可以离开那地方。
But it is still not the time for me to leave that place.
我用我的时间去思考和睡觉。
I use my time to think and sleep.
即使是我初开始成长时，我已感到我跟你的亲密关系。
Although is the first step in my growing process,
I already can feel the strong bond between me and you.
有时我听见你哭，我便会跟你同哭。
Sometimes I heard you cry, I will also cry.
有时你会大叫或者尖叫，然后又哭起来。
Sometimes you will yell hardly or scream, and then cry again.
我听见爸爸向你大声抱怨。
I heard daddy grumble hardly towards you.
我很悲伤，亦希望你会快点好起来。
I am very sad, also hoping you to recover soon.
我想知道为何你会常常哭。
I really want to know the reason you cry always.
有一天你哭了整天，我不能想象为何你会这样伤心。
There is one day you cry hardly for whole day,
I cant figure out why you are that sad.
就在那一天，最可怕的事发生了。
Just on that day, the most terrible things happened.
有一只很自私的怪物进来了那温暖又舒适的地方。
There is a very selfish monster sneak into the place I use to stay.
我当时很害怕，我开始尖叫，但没有声音。
I was really scare, I started to yell, but no sound.
我猜你一定是被捉住了，因为你并没有帮我，或者你并没有听见我。
I started to think that you must’ve been grasp by something else,
Because you did not help me, nor listen to me.
那怪物越走越近，我便一直尖叫：[妈妈，妈妈，救我！妈妈，救我！]
That monster slowly approach me,
I started to cries:[Mom, Mom, save me! Mom, save me!]
我感到无限的恐惧。
I feel the limitless fear.
我尖叫直至我想我已经叫不出来，然后那怪物把我的手臂扯裂。
I yell until I think I can’t cry out, then, the monster tear off my arm.
真的很痛，痛得我无法解释。他并没有停止。啊！我求它停止。
It really hurts, hurts until cant imagine. It did not stop. Ahhhh! I beg it to stop.
我在恐惧中尖叫，它又把我的脚扯裂。
Again I scream in full of fear, it tear off my toe.
即使我在那痛楚中，我知道我快要死了。
Even though I am suffering, I know I am going to dead.
我知道我永远也不能见到你的脸，
I know that I will never see your face,
或者听到你对我说你有多爱我。
Or listen to you and tell me that how much you love me.
我很希望把你的泪抹走，我有很多计划去令你快乐。
I really hope to wipe out your tear ,and I have many plan to make you happy.
但现在我不能了；我的梦想都走了。
But now I can’t; all my dream swept away.
即使我在那无限的痛楚和恐惧中，我仍感到我的心在碎。
Though I am in these limitless pain and great fear,
I still can feel my heart broken little by little.
我多么的希望成为你的女儿。
I really hope hard to be your daughter.
但现在没用了，因为我已在痛楚中渐渐死亡。
But now is useless, because I am dying in the great pain.
我只能想象那东西在对你做什么。
The only I can Imagine is what that thing has done to you.
我很想在我离开前告诉你我爱你，但我不知道可以令你明白的词语。
I really wanted to tell you that how much I love you before I leave,
But I don’t know the words that can make you understand.
直至我没有气去说这话，我死了。我感到自己在上升。
Until I am too weak to speak out those words..i die.
I feel that my body is flying up.
我被一个很大的天使带到一个很大很美的地方。
I brought by a big angel to a place where is very big and beautiful.
我还在哭，但身上的痛楚已离开了。
I am still crying, but the pain at my body was gone.
那天使把我带到主耶稣前并把我放在主耶稣的腿上。
The angel brought me to jesus and put me on his thigh.
他说他爱我，而且他是我的父亲。我很快乐。
He says he loves me, and is my father. I feel happy. ^^
我问他到底是什么东西杀死我的。
I asked him whether he knows what things has killed me.
他回答：[堕胎。对不起，我的孩子，因为我知道那是什么感觉。]
He says: [ Is abortion. I am sorry my child, because I know how it feels.]
我不知道什么是[堕胎]，我猜这就是那怪物的名字。
I don’t know what is abortion, and I assume this is the name of the monster.
我写信给你是要告诉你我爱你和我是多么的希望能成为你的小女孩。
I wrote this letter is to tell you that how much I love you and to be your daughter.
我用尽努力去生存。
I’ve strive hard to survive.
我想生存，我有这个志愿，但我不能。
I ‘d like to live, I have this aspiration, but I can’t.
那怪物太强，它把我的手和脚也扯断，甚至把我杀死。
That monster is far too strong, it tear off my arm and legs and killed me.
那根本不可能有的生存机会，我只想告诉你我曾尝试去和你一起。
With the tiny opportunity to live, the only things I would like to let you know is there is once I’d like to be with you.
我真不希望就这样死去，妈妈，请小心那名叫[堕胎]的怪物。
I really don’t want to leave like that, mom,
please be aware of the monster which named abortion.
妈妈，我爱你，我不希望你会受我所受到的痛楚。
Mom, I love you, and I don’t want you to get great pain as I am.
请小心。
Please be take care.
爱你的 小女婴
From your lovely little baby girl
*It is translation from Chinese, and sorry for the wrong grammar^^*
我真的很希望成为你的小女孩。
I really wish hard to be your little girl.
我不是很明白到底发生了什么事。
I’m not too understand what had happen to me.
当我发现自己的存在时，我很高兴。
When I realize existence of myself, I really happy.
我在那黑暗，但很舒适的地方。
When I was in dark, but comfortable place.
我见到自己的手趾跟脚趾，我已成长不少，
I saw my finger and toes, and I had grown more bigger,
但还未足够至可以离开那地方。
But it is still not the time for me to leave that place.
我用我的时间去思考和睡觉。
I use my time to think and sleep.
即使是我初开始成长时，我已感到我跟你的亲密关系。
Although is the first step in my growing process,
I already can feel the strong bond between me and you.
有时我听见你哭，我便会跟你同哭。
Sometimes I heard you cry, I will also cry.
有时你会大叫或者尖叫，然后又哭起来。
Sometimes you will yell hardly or scream, and then cry again.
我听见爸爸向你大声抱怨。
I heard daddy grumble hardly towards you.
我很悲伤，亦希望你会快点好起来。
I am very sad, also hoping you to recover soon.
我想知道为何你会常常哭。
I really want to know the reason you cry always.
有一天你哭了整天，我不能想象为何你会这样伤心。
There is one day you cry hardly for whole day,
I cant figure out why you are that sad.
就在那一天，最可怕的事发生了。
Just on that day, the most terrible things happened.
有一只很自私的怪物进来了那温暖又舒适的地方。
There is a very selfish monster sneak into the place I use to stay.
我当时很害怕，我开始尖叫，但没有声音。
I was really scare, I started to yell, but no sound.
我猜你一定是被捉住了，因为你并没有帮我，或者你并没有听见我。
I started to think that you must’ve been grasp by something else,
Because you did not help me, nor listen to me.
那怪物越走越近，我便一直尖叫：[妈妈，妈妈，救我！妈妈，救我！]
That monster slowly approach me,
I started to cries:[Mom, Mom, save me! Mom, save me!]
我感到无限的恐惧。
I feel the limitless fear.
我尖叫直至我想我已经叫不出来，然后那怪物把我的手臂扯裂。
I yell until I think I can’t cry out, then, the monster tear off my arm.
真的很痛，痛得我无法解释。他并没有停止。啊！我求它停止。
It really hurts, hurts until cant imagine. It did not stop. Ahhhh! I beg it to stop.
我在恐惧中尖叫，它又把我的脚扯裂。
Again I scream in full of fear, it tear off my toe.
即使我在那痛楚中，我知道我快要死了。
Even though I am suffering, I know I am going to dead.
我知道我永远也不能见到你的脸，
I know that I will never see your face,
或者听到你对我说你有多爱我。
Or listen to you and tell me that how much you love me.
我很希望把你的泪抹走，我有很多计划去令你快乐。
I really hope to wipe out your tear ,and I have many plan to make you happy.
但现在我不能了；我的梦想都走了。
But now I can’t; all my dream swept away.
即使我在那无限的痛楚和恐惧中，我仍感到我的心在碎。
Though I am in these limitless pain and great fear,
I still can feel my heart broken little by little.
我多么的希望成为你的女儿。
I really hope hard to be your daughter.
但现在没用了，因为我已在痛楚中渐渐死亡。
But now is useless, because I am dying in the great pain.
我只能想象那东西在对你做什么。
The only I can Imagine is what that thing has done to you.
我很想在我离开前告诉你我爱你，但我不知道可以令你明白的词语。
I really wanted to tell you that how much I love you before I leave,
But I don’t know the words that can make you understand.
直至我没有气去说这话，我死了。我感到自己在上升。
Until I am too weak to speak out those words..i die.
I feel that my body is flying up.
我被一个很大的天使带到一个很大很美的地方。
I brought by a big angel to a place where is very big and beautiful.
我还在哭，但身上的痛楚已离开了。
I am still crying, but the pain at my body was gone.
那天使把我带到主耶稣前并把我放在主耶稣的腿上。
The angel brought me to jesus and put me on his thigh.
他说他爱我，而且他是我的父亲。我很快乐。
He says he loves me, and is my father. I feel happy. ^^
我问他到底是什么东西杀死我的。
I asked him whether he knows what things has killed me.
他回答：[堕胎。对不起，我的孩子，因为我知道那是什么感觉。]
He says: [ Is abortion. I am sorry my child, because I know how it feels.]
我不知道什么是[堕胎]，我猜这就是那怪物的名字。
I don’t know what is abortion, and I assume this is the name of the monster.
我写信给你是要告诉你我爱你和我是多么的希望能成为你的小女孩。
I wrote this letter is to tell you that how much I love you and to be your daughter.
我用尽努力去生存。
I’ve strive hard to survive.
我想生存，我有这个志愿，但我不能。
I ‘d like to live, I have this aspiration, but I can’t.
那怪物太强，它把我的手和脚也扯断，甚至把我杀死。
That monster is far too strong, it tear off my arm and legs and killed me.
那根本不可能有的生存机会，我只想告诉你我曾尝试去和你一起。
With the tiny opportunity to live, the only things I would like to let you know is there is once I’d like to be with you.
我真不希望就这样死去，妈妈，请小心那名叫[堕胎]的怪物。
I really don’t want to leave like that, mom,
please be aware of the monster which named abortion.
妈妈，我爱你，我不希望你会受我所受到的痛楚。
Mom, I love you, and I don’t want you to get great pain as I am.
请小心。
Please be take care.
爱你的 小女婴
From your lovely little baby girl
*It is translation from Chinese, and sorry for the wrong grammar^^*
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